inhereyesifall (inhereyesifall) wrote in parent_loss,
inhereyesifall
inhereyesifall
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,,,

wow...just...one  of those nights it doesn't feel real. he's...he can't be gone. he's supposed to be here. i'm not supposed to be planning music at my wedding to 'dedicate' to him. i'm sorry..this is kind of a pointless post...i'm sorry. one of the most touching movie scenes i ever saw was from 'the king and i' where they put candles on the water to guide the spirit to heaven. i don't think i'd cried so hard in a long time. i just want him back...it's so...ungodly scary without him here...there's a huge part of me missing and i feel like a fake...everything after that point is about trying to fill that space...

ugh..sorries..
thnx4listening though... =)

nora
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